Daisy’s Story
“For the first time, I finally feel it’s over. This is the first time in 21 years that, inside of me, I know it’s done.”ย ย ย
Iโve always thought,ย โWell, heโsย gonnaย get better, heโs going toย change, but heโs not goingย to change. I know this now.ย ย
Since arriving atย GreenHouse17 and beingย safe, itโs my apartmentย that has brought me theย greatest joy. Itโs mine.ย Everything in it belongsย to me. On my first night, I satย on my air mattress andย looked around and saw thatย finally this is mine.ย ย
Now, I can have friends. Thatโsย something Iโve not really had inย the past. I would have a few girlfriends,ย but it would always turnย into them hating him, and thenย trying to help me to leave him,ย and me not being ready to go.ย ย
They asked me all the time,ย โWell, why donโt you just leave?โย Even now, I donโt know. Thatโsย a hard question to ask someoneย in that sort of relationship.ย They financially cripple you.ย Your self-worth is non-existent.ย There just isnโt any.ย ย
The farm program here was aย wonderful thing for me. Manyย mornings, we would sit thereย picking beans and just talkingย and getting it out. The farm isย like meditation in a physicalย form. I loved it.ย ย
When cutting the flowers, I onceย broke one, and I was devastated.ย Christina [farm co-manager]ย said, โJust throw it down, andย give it back to the earth.โ Sheย convinced me to give it back toย nature, and this was one of theย best lessons Iโve ever learned inย the garden.ย ย
I see myself as self-sufficient,ย on my own, and strong whenย looking into the future. I donโtย want anything grand like aย mansion or Porsche. I just wantย to be and enjoy the flowers.ย ย
This is only part of Daisyโs story,ย in her own words, and shared withย her permission.ย ย ย ย ย